Like, have you been able to change who you're attracted to? But ultimately, like, when I'm talking about all these experiences, none of them have been, like, this is mind-blowing sex. So will L be able to slap her desire into submission and discover new attractions? I know that to a lot of people, the whole idea of taking on racism through dating and using men of color for your I-don't-want-to-be-a-racist project is a complete non-starter if not radically wrong. And I don't want to make you feel like an experiment. I just felt - I felt like I had really viewed myself as someone who cared about treating people equally and just doing my best to fight against, I guess, like, racism - because, you know, I was like, I'm a woman of color. SHAW: The guy was this break dancer in the year above, and she really liked him.
Lilah. Age: 22.
L: So what I thought I was just doing was paying attention to the guys, like, I found attractive.
Malaysia. Age: 23.
asian guy with white girl
She's setting sail to a place I'm not sure many people have gone. But if you ask why any two people get together, it's just so complicated. Initially, it felt like bad news for L's experiment - bad news for possibly a lot of us out there. Basically, to make the painful stereotypes more palatable, he swallowed an entire vial of white poison himself. So doesn't that make you just as bad? The chemistry is, in L's words, off the charts. And they were like, I feel like I do the same thing.